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    6/13/2007

    很多事,不是我想象

    快睡觉了,急吼吼的吞进一杯牛奶,怕沾了牙齿,却没尝到牛奶的味道。
    怕被雨淋,带了一柄又长又重的长柄伞出门,却发现是个既没太阳又没雨的凉爽天。
    发神经买了一包薄荷烟,夹在手指里看来看去,终于下决心试试看味道,却发现完全不记得要买打火机。
    害怕寂寞,穿越了那么多若无其事的往事,是否真的能毫发无伤?......
     
    朋友们都很忙,忙着结婚,忙着生子。所以我要找些事情来忙。
    于是我走进人声鼎沸的街,看身边走过的人,听他们说话,热闹非凡。
    闻雨的湿润,感受太阳的亲吻,体会小鸟的翅膀扇起的风。
    天黑了,搜着包包里钥匙开门的当儿,听见邻居抱着小孩下楼的声音,慌不择路的逃到屋里,飞快的紧闭身后那道门......
     
    我打开某个频道的收音机,收听喧哗。
    我看惊心动魄的大制作电影,看他们为地球彷徨。
    我在深夜端着盛了蛋黄酒的杯子,品味香滑。
    当我做出碰杯的姿态,发现世界里。原来,还是我一个人。
     
    我梳洗打扮。
    我穿戴整齐。
    我肚饿心慌。
    却坐在床边不知道该去往哪个地方。
     
    我听别人讲话。
    我看别人奔跑。
    我闻别人流汗。
     
    我咬着昨天出炉的烘焙面包,
    我吃着洒过农药的水果,
    我咽着粗制滥造的盒饭,
    却就着一本《半饱-生活高潮之所在》笑出了声音。
     
    他无限遗憾的说,如果能早点遇见你......
    他若有所失的说,如果当时我足够勇气......
    他喃喃自语的说,如果我先认识你......
    亲爱的们,许多年前,如果时间真的回到许多年前,你们还是不会认识我。
     

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    wrote:
    不用担心我,我其实没什么,一写成文字好像挺吓人,么嘿嘿嘿~~~
    你看我什么时候失去信心过啊!有时候需要发泄一下情绪而已,我健康地很~~
    谢谢你担心我
    June 14
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    qdpx wrote:
    喵喵啊,不要心灰意冷啊,那样你会需要心理医生的。
    要开开心心得看事,抽烟可是不好的习惯啊!
    June 14

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